All is done. The story is ready for publishing, there will be no illustration and no Serbian version as that piece hasn’t gone well in the correction process. Do not despair just yet, there will be another follow-up story as a reward. And that one shall never see the daylight, EVER. Yeah, I wrote it with the best intent in mind, but it considers a celebrity and this attention is not what I want in my life right now.
Winter season is upon us. We had a very cold day and I had to pack the firewood, so my nose was a hose for the whole afternoon. I drank some tea, coffee and had a big glass of water. I also had a good lunch and I am finally over that depression that lingers with me from time to time. It’s always some drama with me. I train myself to write even if I don’t feel like it. This resulted in a brilliant idea, possibly going bad. The Collision story you are about to receive on my Patreon and here, on my blog, in due time isn’t the one I am most proud of. The thing is, I needed a story and I made one, but by force. I need to be open about it and frank because I don’t want to hide anything from you. Don’t get me wrong, the story itself is a solid piece, I did my best to make it emotional and serious that the idea deserved. It’s just… not the best as it can be and I am positive it could be a lot better.
I found out why am I getting like this, botherer, torn, unable to maintain my concentration longer than fifteen minutes. I took many obligations on my shoulders and I needed to carry it to the point I just got organized and used to it. Everything that I have to do on a daily basis is running smoothly and now I have enough time to make pauses and rest. Soon, I am writing another story for Patreon so I have the time to edit it and make sure it is good. Perhaps I will get more time in the day to do other stuff I have in mind. Soon, I will start working on that novel again. I seem so irresponsible with it because I keep going and coming to it without true commitment. Now, I have decided to really give myself to it and make it great.